I feel really excited about getting my black belt finally but I don't really want to do any of the requirements.  But I have to anyway.  I think I have to do all of these requirements because Master Evins wants us to earn this black belt, not just studying a few things and getting our belt.  He wants us to actually do work to earn it.  I was proud of myself today for doing all of my pushups and situps in one sitting, and I did two miles with my dad.